Hungry

I love the way you look at me,
I love the longing in your eyes,
the words you whisper in my ear,
and those sweet sounds are all I hear.

The softness in your touch,
the sweetness of your lips,
the hunger in your eyes,
the sadness in all you're goodbyes.

I miss you when you've disappeared
I miss you when I’m gone
I miss you when it's late at night
and I’m sleeping all alone.

I will always love you...
even when I hate myself.
What I would give for just another
day in his arms.

cry

you know that feeling?

when you’re about to cry?

where your stomach caves in

and your lungs feel like they are filled with cement.

Your only thought is

“what

have I

done?”

were all you want

is to go back in time

and fix

EVERYTHING.

where you wish with every fiber of your being

that you could set

this right.

slowly

slow

a lazy smile slides across your face

the glint of your eyes

head on shoulder in the car

the briefest of moments

when you lose sight of her

but she’s right behind you

elusive still

and barely out of sight.

Even when she’s crying

and she’s away and your soul is dying

the feeling is still there.

no matter the distance or the time

whether a day or a week

no time without her is bearable.

but when you look her in the eyes

and you feel her heartbeat when you hug

or when your hands are glued together

and her hair falls across her face

time

seems

to

slow.

starsstruk

WHEN YOU WERE BORN

THE STARS FELL FROM THE SKY IN CELEBRATION

AND LANDED IN YOUR BLUEST EYES.

THEY GLISTEN

WITH SHARDS OF SILVER AND GOLD.

THE WISDOM IN YOUR FACE

SHOWS YOU’RE CARING AND BOLD.

YOUR HAND IN MY HAND

OUR SOULS INTERTWINED

THE BEATING OF YOUR HEART

WHISPERS

“YOU’RE MINE.”

so i need you

why dont you notice me?
in the halls?
in the classes?

i've been replaced and you didnt even care.
well it was to be expected.

being funny isnt as important as looks apparently.
whatever.
its your choice.

bye

guys

whats up with that?
all the guys say they want something new in high school but they dont.
they want the skinny little aroepostal girls.
they confuse me.

one minute caring nice and funny,
the next
mean and crule.
maybe its just me.

but they are so different.
i can see why they dont understand girls.

we change too much and too often.
but guys are supposed to be our only constants,
strong and silent,
protecting us.

bullshit!!!
we girls can hold our own.
yeah its nice to have someone's arms around you.
or to have someone to sit with at lunch.
we need our time to goof off or to do something dumb.

but we still need you.


so listen every once and a while will you.

=/

yeah its true
that i still think about you
but you know what?
i dont care anymore.
yeah it helps when im lonely and ive got no way to cheer myself up,
to think.
hey maybe once he though i was worth the time.

but lately reality has just face-pushed that idea into a big bag of flaming dog shit.

yeah.
my life in a nutshell