Monday, December 29, 2008

the princess bride

im watching a show

where migits say incocievable
princes snort iocane powder
holiday destionations are the cliffs of insanity
andpeople can spontanoisly die laughhing.

this movie has it alll

them (mwahahahaha)or reminiscing

everyone tries to see

what i hide
under my skin
and under the bandanna

im not sure if its true
or if he's toying with me

old memories flood back and
new ones overpower me

the failed ding-dong-ditch we tried at halloween.
the way i cried and he said the things that made it worse.


emo boy: im sorry for halloween and the way she threw you aside.

mollusk:look its not really something i can say right now (emo boy get ur mind OUT of the gutter)
so just call me



see you guys
buh-bye

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

him again

im really confused

he said he liked me

it happened (not THAT!)

(HI GABE)



im so screwed!
(aigain not like that)

Friday, December 19, 2008

paths

some say life is a hallway filled with doors

and i f you are good the doors will open

but if you are bad, the doors will shut and you will writhe in torment.
I however made a bomb and blew up those sh***y doors
'cuz no one controls my life but me.

books

they lie there

ever-knowing and lifeless

all-seeing and hopelessly conformal

they won't tell the world who you like

why you do what you do
or
why
you
took
all that
to make it go away.


when friends fail you
and hope is
burned out
then

will books still be there
.

not really

look..
i kinda sorta did like alex but
im not so sure now

he likes no one and i like almost everyone(according to the major pimp)

major pimp:if you tell anyone what i've told you... I'll reveil your true identity!
mwahahahaha
fine gabriellea!
to the world.
i made that s**t up abotu gabriellea and tarvis.

there happy?
DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT FRUITCAKE IS REALLY?
omg.
GABE IF YOU DONT SHUT UP IM GOING TO TELL THE WORLD THAT YOU HELD TARVIS'S HAND AND U LIKED IT!

venus

ironicly..


the planet named for the goddes of love..


is over 900 degree's F.

why do you hate me?

look. theres something i need to tell you."

"yeah. what is it?"

(yelling at top of lungs)

" (crying) i cant deal with this"

"wait.before you go. i love you like a little sister and i always considered you to be my sister."

"....."

"i just had to tell you.


*next day*



"i dont want you to sit here."

"why not?"

i ned a break


*after an entire summer of tears and begging*


" why do you hate me?"

last dance two

he offers to dance

my feet lead the way

but its only a ruse

a sick,sadistic play




he flits and flutters
and melts away

my needs

i need to cry

but the tears won't

fall

i need to bleed

but my fingers wont allow

i need to run


but i'll opnly stumble
i need to scream but

my voice falters


i need hope

but it's burning out

Thursday, December 11, 2008

ugh

thats what SHE said!!!!!
hahahahaha

help!

pencils quivering
stomach rumbling
some one breathing abnoxiously through their nose
welcome to math class
mr.losagna right behind me
neck stiff beyiond compaire
shoot me

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

WINDING

strands of hope
around a seed of
doubt
voices sound
but one drops flat
spiraling down
with each note of terror,
multi-colors swarm
like
bees
but just as quickly
disperse
as a singer
aided by fate
is renewed
and replaced
to the rightful
place,amongst
the choir.

kicked

guardian angels
gunned down
by chance

mother mary
out done
by pop icons

Galadrial
out done
by madonna
*no not the virgin one

satan
bested by
skinny jeans
and designer
perfume

and rudolf
whipped 
by Macy's


Tuesday, November 25, 2008

life

home
alone
no one
miss
my bff
shes
in 
georga
or
something
miss
her
soi much
but not as much
as he does.

wow, im retarded...big suprise

all my friends
hate me
cuz im an idiot
and i awlways
hurt the
ones
i
love
and
one 
day i will
go too
far
with the self mutilatoin
and really do
damage
but who would care?
no-freakin'-one

Thursday, February 7, 2008

i hate boys!

have you ever noticed how boys are really infuriating but yet ,we girls, still fall for them?
i really like these boys but i hate how they only like the skinny girls o the curvy girls!

This is so wacked!