"the touch of glass on my skin
let all the words that were said
now and then
sink in
his name carved into the marble beings he has created
and how can we live to let life be hollow
safe
endless
when ghouls and deamons haunt my grave
how will we respond
for this mindless violence has not worked
and our world needs so much more

when all we can find pleasure in is our
dark desire
how could we cope with the loss of our lives
for he has brought this
all down apon us
our undefended minds
and joyless
souls

*yawn* ( arm reach casually over shoulder)

"aiden..."

"what? im trying to get gabe to make a move"

(a few seats over)

"alex..."

"what?"

"she's making a move on my girlfriend...what should i do?"

"*shrug"

"thanks... thats real helpful"

have you ever

have you ever found that certain someone?

who knows all about you

and tries to help

?

but when their attempts fail

because of that one stupid night

when all i could see was his smile

and then he called me a freak

among other things

while in that phase from almost pupa to semi-caterpillar

i learned all i needed to know about him.

ha-ha-haha-ha!

sorry had to get that out of my system

love

whats the use

?

i'll never be as pretty as those girls in magazines

and that really shouldn't matter

but being the dateless wonder for a year and a half really makes you see life thru a new perspective

when i hangout w/ ma friends they are safe and secure in the arms of someone who loves them

while im on the outside looking in

on a world i don't belong to.

and all the sorry's wont heal the cuts i have

oopsie's wont fix my broken spirit

and for all thoes awkward times were i've longed for his embrace

the reality was like a smack to the face.

im not pretty enough for him

and as much as they say it shouldnt matter

deep down ....we all know it does.

This whole routine is getting old

So am I and so are you.

My reputation lets me know I can do whatever I want to

Though it seems that you believe you can do whatever it is you please

Not before, not before you wind up on your knees.

(Don't cry to me no more)

You like the way that people stare at you now

You look so fake, just thought that you should know

And you're all the same and when the curtain drops down

You'll be replaced by something typical.

You set yourself up to be sold.

And that's okay cause that's your role.

Manipulation takes it toll.

What will you do when nobody wants you?

Though it seems that you believe you can do whatever it is you please

Not before, not before you wind up on your knees.

(Don't cry to me no more)

You like the way that people stare at you now

You look so fake, just thought that you should know

And you're all the same and when the curtain drops down

You'll be replaced by something typical.

I know I've stood so long beside you

And I know I should have left you right where I had found you

I know I stood so long beside you

And I've know I should have left you right where I had found you

You like the way that people stare at you now

You look so fake, just thought that you should know

And you're all the same and when the curtain drops down

You'll be replaced by something typical.

You like the way that people stare at you now

You look so fake, just thought that you should know

And you're all the same and when the curtain drops down

You'll be replaced by something typical.

hell with it

i
love
him.
and he doesn't even kno i exist

my parents are running my life with chains and whips and grounding
"you shouldn';t hang out with this person"
"are you still single"
how are you feeling"
like they care.





ps "IM NOT MAKING A MOVE"

sick

everyone is sick.
which sucks
when your bestfriend is dieing on you're sholder