Friday, May 29, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
the battle between good and evil
Alone,
She sits.
Weighted down by her fears and her dreams.
Who will help her rise?
When the world goes to hell
And no one’s left standing,
Will he regret everything?
Ruining her life
And never understanding,
She was always more than ordinary.
She was the bringer of hope and compassion, of humor and love
She was the goddess of “I’m not making a move” and worrying about BHS
But we, her cohorts who she created from humanities sins,
Stood loyal as time and time again,
The evil sorcerer struck mighty blows to her soul.
How could we have stood by and watched her fall?
The first two were the bravest (if I don’t say so myself)
Gabriel and fire bonded together,
To protect their mistress,
For it was she who had given them a purpose in this world.
They were shunned by the other “perfect” angels and elementals,
But they knew that the only way was to cast off the shackles that had been branded into their conscious.
Gabriel managed to do this without hesitation,
But fire was more susceptible to the pressure of others.
The goddess showed her how to be herself,
No matter how ugly it was.
The only way for us to win this war,
We must let our trust in each other be strong…but
The goddess must also
Find the courage in her to be who she truly is.
The Trouble With Butterflies
Monday, May 18, 2009
sorry
nicole; for stealing your "rock climbing gear"
tony; for everything
gina; that everyone's out to get tony
olivia; for being angry about the dance
josh; for 5th grade
helen;im sorry that tony's mean and that your hamster died
maddy; that nate's moving
savanah; about the stupidity of boys
gabe; that
alex; that you... have to put up with me and nicole
I'm done with these endeavors.
Alone I walk the winding way.
It's over, no longer, I feel it growing stronger.
I'll live to die another day, until I fade away
Why give up, why give in?It's not enough, it never is.So I will go on until the end.We've become desolate.It's not enough, it never is.So I will go on until the end.Surround me, it's easy to fall apart completely. I feel you creeping up again. It's over, no longer,
I feel it growing colder. I knew this day would come to end, so let this life begin
Why give up, why give in?
It's not enough, it never is.
So I will go on until the end.We've become desolate.
It's not enough, it never is.But I will go on until the end.
I've lost my way.I've lost my way, but I will go on until the end.
Living is hard enough without you fucking up
Why give up, why give in?It's not enough, it never is.So I will go on until the end.We've become desolate.It's not enough, it never is.But I will go on until the end.I've lost my way.I've lost my way, but I will go on until the end.The final fight I win,the final fight I win,the final fight I win, but I will go on until the end
Friday, May 15, 2009
He is everything...maybe
to protect whats on the inside.
i am tough with misttrust
covered in iron,steer,and barbed wire of my own design.
Feeling no pain but for the
dull rythmic beating from my chest.
strong
i satnd wtih feelings that crash up inside me,
i just want to help,
but held within these
wall's i've built
i am alone.
As i stand on the inside
they're on the out,
begging to be let in.
but my fortress is inpenitrable
.
legends have been built and guesses made about what's inside,
and i would break down my walls if not for the scorn that i would meet
for the last time i opended up,
i fell too hard,
and now i am asking for help to break frre of my heven, of my hell.
Monday, May 11, 2009
love
if life had a soundtrack.
that way we could know when dangers was going to happen or when he would profess his love...
but then again i wish i was skinny and pretty